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15 Jan

when i sorta open my eyes i’m lying there next to a relatively strange person she smiles and says i dont fucking know where did i just go?

you know there are plenty of awful moments in life even in this privileged life we lead here in the west the pain the body produces the grief of losing your dad the humiliation and defeat that love can dish out the ache of memory and the persistent throb of remorse the thorns of disdain and scorn and mockery the embarrassment when you fuck up badly and for me that means almost everyday the harpoon of jealousy reeling you in to your doom yeah you get the picture well this night was the diametric opposite of all of that it was languid hedonistic bliss and man i dunno about you but that is my favourite thing the song played on in our heads the soundtrack to everything like we had been listening to it all our lives like all our lives we had ever led converged here and now between us and the opium and thailand and the warm sea and the tofu and the noodles and all the music i had written and all the music still to come and all the people i knew and all those i was yet to meet old masters and young mistresses the rascals n riff raff all in a cavalcade of rolling merriment then snatched away forever david and i sitting at a table in a restaurant hes asking me but hes smiling and joking and the food is delicious before it too is all snatched away the dreams tumble out of each she treated me like a plane as we took off and plateaued and we descended her hand on my controls firmly she flew me through all of her skies it was all so slow and i was so sleepy she got out of bed and meandered to the balcony like the euphrates river she rambled across the floor like a wandering minstrel she looked so good in the moonlit room white as the moon itself she seemed to faintly glow a blurry apparition of the nakedest woman but the opium had silenced the beast and so i gazed on in abstraction the desire was still there but all the fire had drained out leaving a sweet smouldering warmth the sheets were so soft the clouds were so blue the stars were so white the time was so stopped in an everlasting moment i lay on my side watching her on the little porch just standing there swaying in the night dappled and slightly clothed in the darkness beyond her the calmest sea stretching out into green and black words fell out of the sky into my head art pulsed behind my retina but in long dissolves the sand was so yellow the trees were so still the restaurant still going down there you could still just hear the music and laughter yeah distant merriment thats the best kind far off revelry?

it turns out im just a regular guy after all who happens to be a bit of a “genius” (chuggys words not mine) just a regular guy who plays a mean fender jazz and sings like a broken lark just another regular angular looking idiot who wrote yer fave song (or whatever) age still not wearying me i hop about like st vitus dance motor mouthing at a hundred miles an hour narcissus yet humbly stupid and turning arrogance into your bemusement the jumped up little sod getting his comeuppance and now the bastards come good hes a regular old guy who chucked together some words and music and created empires in a few peoples heads god the ones who love me they dont ‘alf fucking love me and the ones who hate me do so with their fiercely passion but most people dont care and if i was them i probably wouldnt care either a doco thats a populist thing right?

heres the populist me look i got an arc i go from one thing to another does that really happen? who are we and why are we watching this doco about this geezer for gawds sake..?

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